What am I doing?
It's so lame...Nothing to do, no motivation and crippling depression form a grindstone by which my personality becomes ever duller and less refined. Of course, such a state makes me rather poetic and very gloomy, but I have nowhere to channel that into and don't want to seem like a prick when doing it so...Ahhh.
It's a shame. It really feels like all my relationships are based on people feeling sorry for me now. I hate it so much but...Mnn.
And of course this journal will do nothing to help matters and indeed, will probably only worry the few people who actually care about what I do on a day-to-day basis...
But you know w